I realise I am at a crossroad once again, lost and not knowing what to do. I am always seeking to escape this harsh world yet I find myself bounded and trapped just like everyone else. The world is just a deception. Everyone is living in lies that they make up to make themselves feel better and happier.

I find living in this world a huge joke. People are lying all the time. Like you lie to your sick mother that of cos she will live another 10/20 years even though you know that its not much longer. You lie to yourself that you are leading a happy life even thought it totally suck at the moment and you wish yourself dead. You tell yourself you are smart and that the failed test was all because you were unlucky. You are the most diligent guy in office and you did not get the increment / promotion all because the management is blind. Or that you are not fat, just BIG BONED~ Please you may weight 90 kg and you call tat big boned?

See~ you know what i mean, all of us are deceiving ourselves in one way or another. Are we pathetic or what? When will any of us wake up and see the world just as it is? I am living in my own little lie that you will listen to me and change soon. I guess I am wrong, because till the end of the world. You will never change. :)

I realise I am at a crossroad once again, lost and not knowing what to do. I am always seeking to escape this harsh world yet I find myself bounded and trapped just like everyone else. The world is just a deception. Everyone is living in lies that they make up to make themselves feel better and happier.

I find living in this world a huge joke. People are lying all the time. Like you lie to your sick mother that of cos she will live another 10/20 years even though you know that its not much longer. You lie to yourself that you are leading a happy life even thought it totally suck at the moment and you wish yourself dead. You tell yourself you are smart and that the failed test was all because you were unlucky. You are the most diligent guy in office and you did not get the increment / promotion all because the management is blind. Or that you are not fat, just BIG BONED~ Please you may weight 90 kg and you call tat big boned?

See~ you know what i mean, all of us are deceiving ourselves in one way or another. Are we pathetic or what? When will any of us wake up and see the world just as it is? I am living in my own little lie that you will listen to me and change soon. I guess I am wrong, because till the end of the world. You will never change. :)